Cara Delevingne

The DC actress, who starred in Suicide Squad, spoke out in a new Vogue interview.

I just kind of pushed everyone away, which made me realise how much I was in a bad place. "This was the beginning of mental health issues and inadvertent self-harm," Cara continued. There were so many times that I was encouraged to take this or be put on that."

The Carnival Row star has admitted that she's wanted to be a mum since a young age, but has struggled with the effects of her own childhood.

“I’ve wanted a kid since I was 16. There was this need to escape and change my reality as I was hit with just huge questions: What am I doing here? Who am I trying to be?” During a previous interview with Harper’s Bazaar, she told the magazine that her childhood was ‘very stressful’ and that there was 'quite a lot of chaos.' I want babies so bad,” she candidly admitted, adding: “Back then I would not have been ready, of course - I just wanted to replace the need to look after my mom with a kid of my own.” “I was happy as a kid for sure, but I think when I grew up, I looked back [at her mother's addiction] and realized, that's not normal," she said to Vogue.

Last September, concerning photos and video footage of Cara Delevingne at the Van Nuys Airport in Los Angeles went viral...

She admitted, 'I hadn’t seen a therapist in three years. View this post on Instagram

ALBAWABA - English model Cara Delevingne revealed she checked herself into rehab after concerning pictures of the model went viral in September.

I just kind of pushed everyone away, which made me realize how much I was in a bad place." "From September, I just needed support. Delevingne shared: "I've had interventions of a sort, but I wasn't ready.

Model-turned-actress Cara Delivingne opened up about her struggles with substance abuse, admitting it started at the young age of seven.

And I still think there’s a part of diagnosis and labelling that is damaging. "I hadn’t uncovered the f**king hole inside, the real whirlpool within. She was also diagnosed with dyspraxia - a condition which affects coordination. [made her return to the catwalk for Rihanna's fourth instalment](https://www.mirror.co.uk/3am/celebrity-news/cara-delevingne-returns-catwalk-after-28444465) of her Fenty fashion show. I'd gone around nailing glasses of Champagne," she explained. [worried friends](https://www.mirror.co.uk/3am/celebrity-news/cara-delevingnes-sister-rushes-side-27963591) and fans when [she was pictured looking dishevelled](https://www.mirror.co.uk/3am/celebrity-news/concerns-cara-delevingne-cuts-erratic-27926882) just after her 30th birthday.

Recalling the shocking photos of her captured outside a Los Angeles airport in September 2022 after she returned from Burning Man, she said, 'I hadn't slept. I ...

Cara Delevigne, 30, is opening up about the “reality check” moment that led her to seek treatment and get sober.

“Before I was always into the quick fix of healing, going to a weeklong retreat or to a course for trauma, say, and that helped for a minute, but it didn’t ever really get to the nitty-gritty, the deeper stuff,” the model admitted. “This time I realised that 12-step treatment was the best thing, and it was about not being ashamed of that. “At that point, I really was.” Cara Delevingne subsequently checked herself into rehab and embarked on a 12-step recovery program. “The day after, I had to travel to my granny’s funeral,” she revealed. “It was a sign of the major stress in my life,” she noted, “that I couldn’t cope, that my body, this sensitive organ, couldn’t handle it.” Delevingne “got blackout” at the after-parties following the ball. “There’s an element of feeling invincible when I’m on drugs,” Delevingne continued, in reference to the Burning Man trip.

In a new interview with Vogue, model-turned-actress Cara Delevingne opened up about her long history with substance abuse as she admits experiencing her ...

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Big sister Chloe tells us the family's plan is “world domination” for the company, which they started during the pandemic. The grapes are grown on an Italian ...

Della Vite, the [prosecco](/topic/prosecco) brand Cara runs with sisters Poppy and Chloe, has raised £3 million in a recent funding round. As the eldest, that’s her right. The grapes are grown on an Italian vineyard.

Cara Delevingne started lockdown with her girlfriend Ashley Benson, but when they split in 2020 she descended into depression in her Covid bubble.

Cara Delevingne has revealed that she's four months sober, saying "sometimes you need a reality check."

"This time I realized that 12-step treatment was the best thing, and it was about not being ashamed of that," she said. "I hadn't slept," she said, recalling that she had just returned from Burning Man after a summer of intense partying, and was traveling to a work engagement. The opposite of addiction is connection, and I really found that in 12-step." "People want my story to be this after-school special where I just say, 'Oh look, I was an addict, and now I'm sober and that's it.' And it's not as simple as that. Sharing the Vogue interview with her Instagram followers on Wednesday, Delevingne said in an accompanying caption: "Every single story is important and this is mine. Of course I want things to be instant -- I think this generation especially, we want things to happen quickly -- but I've had to dig deeper."

Cara Delevingne started lockdown with her girlfriend Ashley Benson, but when they split in 2020 she descended into depression in her Covid bubble.

Model and actress Cara Delevingne has wanted to be a mother for a long time. The 30-year-old who made headlines for her drug use last year has been sober ...

‘This time I realised that 12-step treatment was the best thing, and it was about not being ashamed of that. Putting everything – work, every obligation – aside and just asking myself, what do I need in this time?’ she shared. The 30-year-old who made headlines for her drug use last year has been sober for months now after going to rehab.

Cara Delevingne talks about her monumental past year. Plus, Eugénie Trochu and Pierre M'Pelé give us their review of le chic from Paris Fashion Week.

She tells us about the intervention by two of her closest friends that catalyzed her decision to seek help, how and when she turned to substance abuse during her young adulthood, and her documentary series for Hulu, Planet Sex. On the show, Chioma and I check in with Cara to see how she is doing and to get her reaction to her Vogue cover; as she Zooms in from the kitchen of her house in Los Angeles, you can hear her rescue dogs barking in the background. [Cara Delevingne](https://www.vogue.com/article/cara-delevingne-april-cover-2023-interview), the 30 year-old British actor and model, opens up to Chioma about her struggles with addiction and her recent path to sobriety with astounding frankness and clarity.

Despite feeling “shame and embarrassment” over her erratic behavior at Van Nuys airport in September, Cara has credited it as being the push she needed to ...

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